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The loneliness

 I've discovered a great multitude of things

Secrets of the hearts of heroes and kings

We're only needed when we're most useful.


I've learned quite a lot in my hour of thinking

The realization of the things long been missing

It matters not how much love I give

It shall never, be returned to me.


I've learned to accept it

I tried embracing it but embracing such truth

Only carries harsh pains and lonely realities

But what choice is there left for me.


I have loved, so much my heart yearns for it again

But I was not loved, I can never be loved

It is like a curse or God's cruel mind game.


It is best I stay alone

In the darkness

Where I can never be found or made feel this empty 

Tis best you stay away

If all you need from me is nothing but entertainment

I'm broken 

And, I've faced the reality of never being healed

Don't mend me, just to leave me broken once again.


I cry sometimes but that's because

I don't know how long I can keep this up

It's taking a whole lot of me.


I'm depressed... Well, who isn't

I've learned to accept it

Well who hasn't.


I'm like a child that never grows 

His mind trapped, wanting

Needing, 

Company.

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