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A song I'd rather not sing

 It's a song I can't sing

It's vivid and it's a nightmare

Haunted by the lyrics of me and you 

The need for insomnia...

What do you call a man who's afraid

... To dream?


Snow in fire, was there ever a well

We'd dance aimlessly and now I can't tell

So everyday is like waking and walking in hell

It's but a song I can't sing 

Can't you tell?


The lyrics of me and you 

Past the icy mountains the beautiful snowy valleys

And that warming fire whirling in our bellies

If these memories are to be serene

I'd rather it be death.


I can't stop thinking about the 'what ifs'

It was something that surprisingly brought so much

A beautiful flower without thorns 

An amazing devil without horns

She was a spring in a desert

You know...

That thing that came exactly when you craved it

And you didn't even know you craved it.. 

Shit.

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