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I wrote this yesterday

I don't have the courage to die, I'm a coward  I don't have any more faith left in me to have faith in someone else  I have tried, and tried And somewhere in the midst of all these endless attempts  I've died. Have you ever felt like you deserved more than you already have As if you're busy taking on all the challenges and pains of everyone around you. *sigh*      Like the world owes you for the brutality and heartaches miseries and all the evil things you've experienced up until now  But everytime some little bit of sunlight slips in A greater dark cloud absorbs it away "born fresh to suffer" Never expecting, never deserving And all else believe and think you've matured from all the childish happy things  But that is not it, right? You've been made so weak by situations around you that you put up walls  Protecting you from everything even the happiness thats's meant to be Because you know... It isn't.  But we are fed- lies and poetry S...